Oh how each one of us have smiled our way all the while thru our sadness and worries! How each of us put up a tough character in front of the others! Oh God, we are all so weak and brittle! Our hearts shatter with the burdens we carry and our tears are like the rain pouring on us as darkness surround us... Each problem we think over each night, we tried to smile it over the rest of the day.. Oh how pathetic we look in front of You! Yet You have proved to us that You are a faithful God.. For yesterday You took my hands n joined them with my brothers and sisters... for yesterday You opened my eyes so i saw visions of them as they are sharing... Oh how they have suffered and walked the path to find out the truth.. I believe in You oh God... I prayed and asked that we learnt at least something.. But You showed me everything... God, You have put me with them, You have put words in my mind to speak to them, You have allowed all the pain to come, You made us cross path with each other and most of all yesterday....
You were there to tie a knot, a unity and a promise..
And then i know.....
we will never be the same again..... :')
Here are the few words for my dearests,
Meng Earn,
yesterday was the 1st time i heard ur story... how sad and troubled you must have been! Keeping al that to urself since a kid... :( But dun give up! be determined and persistent.. n u will find the answers to ur questions soon... i can see God is faithful to u.. u want to know y? bcos i saw everything yesterday.. i saw u destroying things, i saw u scolding people, i saw u acting as satan in the drama.. i was taken aback... just turn and look bac at ur old self.. the time when ur rebellious and rude.. the time when u hated everyone.. the time when u think u are all alone in this world.. and then u look at urself now.. u have changed.. and.... y do u changed? ;)
Meng Earn,
yesterday was the 1st time i heard ur story... how sad and troubled you must have been! Keeping al that to urself since a kid... :( But dun give up! be determined and persistent.. n u will find the answers to ur questions soon... i can see God is faithful to u.. u want to know y? bcos i saw everything yesterday.. i saw u destroying things, i saw u scolding people, i saw u acting as satan in the drama.. i was taken aback... just turn and look bac at ur old self.. the time when ur rebellious and rude.. the time when u hated everyone.. the time when u think u are all alone in this world.. and then u look at urself now.. u have changed.. and.... y do u changed? ;)
today at least u have us... and the most u have is Jehovah Jireh, God our provider... I found sumtin that may be wat ur looking for... if u are looking for a way... that one day u can love everyone... tho u may hate them so much in the past... ur family... ur frens... the bad people... but 2day u seek a way to love all of them.. i have a way.. n i can only show u.. u will experience it.. n u will be changed by it..
You need the love of God..
Have u experienced this before? or have u forgotten how its like? U got to feel it when u know Christ died for u and He did everything just for you.. and it was there... when u hugged me yesterday... that is the love of God... i want u to use that love to embrace the people around u... Love keeps no records of wrongs... One day u must put down the past and start making a change... u will touched the people around u and be the encouragement they need... Meng Earn.. ur family needs u today.. ur frens need u today.. the world needs u today.. The past doesnt matter anymore... God wants u to stand by the beach and look as far as u can towards the ocean... n that is the magnitude of the impact u can bring to people today... Love is taking up the cross and walk together with those u love.. This is what God wants u to do... His love is always there for u.. because God is love.. love never fails.. and u know God never fails... :)
Who says ur testimony is a bad one? I say ur testimony is one of the best i've heard! Go share it out! n remember u can make a change!
Who says ur testimony is a bad one? I say ur testimony is one of the best i've heard! Go share it out! n remember u can make a change!
Samuel,
I thank God u have been able to stay calm and not easily angered at all times... This is sumtin that u can set up as an example to all of us... At times when u feel down and begin to doubt, always remember how faithful God has been to u all these years.. If He is there in the beginning, He will still be there in the end... In every thing that happened to u, be it tonnes of problems, know that the bigger it is, the bigger ur stepping stone is! n if ur stepping stone is so big, u wont miss it n fall into the water! every time u face a problem n go thru it, u are growing to be stronger... so take heart and rejoice watever happens to u because u know God is at work! and here we are.. always there to support u... thats the promise we made.. ur future is at work.. one day when God shows u wat it is, u must know that it is timed... God has made u strong enough to face it... God will never put sumtin that u cant handle in front of u.. so the bigger the stone, u know how much u have grown ;)
I thank God u have been able to stay calm and not easily angered at all times... This is sumtin that u can set up as an example to all of us... At times when u feel down and begin to doubt, always remember how faithful God has been to u all these years.. If He is there in the beginning, He will still be there in the end... In every thing that happened to u, be it tonnes of problems, know that the bigger it is, the bigger ur stepping stone is! n if ur stepping stone is so big, u wont miss it n fall into the water! every time u face a problem n go thru it, u are growing to be stronger... so take heart and rejoice watever happens to u because u know God is at work! and here we are.. always there to support u... thats the promise we made.. ur future is at work.. one day when God shows u wat it is, u must know that it is timed... God has made u strong enough to face it... God will never put sumtin that u cant handle in front of u.. so the bigger the stone, u know how much u have grown ;)
Yihang,
like samuel, u got angry with God.. u searched for answers to ur puzzling questions and doubts... So God put u here among us today.. From here onward, u will learn more n more about Him n answers to each of ur questions... U have to do this urself... u are at the right place already.. u just have to dig out all the treasures u are looking for... Continue clinging on to ur faith... u believe in the God of all gods and the King of all kings... dun let anything change that! Work out a strong foundation so u can build a sky scraper... then ppl will see and give glory to God! There is no questions that God cannot answer u... Ask n u shall receive... Wait upon the Lord and you will mount up and soar wit wings like eagles! i can see ur faith and ur hunger for more... YOU ARE WORTHY!
Jing Ni,
today God would like to offer u His shoulder, to help carry some of ur burdens... u have had a harsh time living in ur love life itself... today God wants to make a change to ur life... He wants u to be always happy.. He wants to give u a happy life... n we are going to help u achieve all that... so dont be afraid to share wit us... u have God and u have us... ultimately, He is ur comfort and ur shelter :) We are going to pray together and know that all the problems are nothing to God :) Prepare urself by praying and reading His words for u are going to have a glorious life ahead! He has better plans for u.. let Him lead u no matter what the circumstances is.. Then u can see how awesome it is to follow His plans... sometimes we dun understand in the beginning.. but i assure u in the end thats the glorious life i tell u about :)
today God would like to offer u His shoulder, to help carry some of ur burdens... u have had a harsh time living in ur love life itself... today God wants to make a change to ur life... He wants u to be always happy.. He wants to give u a happy life... n we are going to help u achieve all that... so dont be afraid to share wit us... u have God and u have us... ultimately, He is ur comfort and ur shelter :) We are going to pray together and know that all the problems are nothing to God :) Prepare urself by praying and reading His words for u are going to have a glorious life ahead! He has better plans for u.. let Him lead u no matter what the circumstances is.. Then u can see how awesome it is to follow His plans... sometimes we dun understand in the beginning.. but i assure u in the end thats the glorious life i tell u about :)
Jazz,
Although u told me all these before but i stil cant 打汗... again all of us looked fine when we see each other.. but to know that we are all keeping things to ourselves, it broke my heart... I cant bear to see all of u like this.. i want to help.. my words to u.. remember when i said ur all going to be great tools for God? That is true and u know it.. From today on u will find and develop the courage and the confidence to help tell others about God.. U will be on fire and u will be so restless u just want to shout out all the great things u have gone thru.. n i will help u find all these confidence and courage.. as i said, things will change... even u urself will continue to change, ur family wil change, ur frens will change... One day ur family will see and realise all ur thoughts and efforts... u will have the opportunity to speak to them.. God says when one is saved, the whole house is saved... God has approve it.. u are the one to decide... I pray that u will have the strength to stand and witness to ur family and frens.. Dun worry... U have us... when ur down n weary.. remember me.. remember blur bug.. remember alys bug.. remember xavier.. remember meng earn.. remember jing ni... and u remember God... U will go to sleep happily and u will wake up happily.. today ur family needs u... u are doing very good d... keep going.. dun stop! remember, together the rest of us will help u... u are not doing this alone... Dun take up all the blame and all the pain.. Those are to help u grow...not to drag u down.. if u manage to take them up, then God has given u the strength to put them down and stacked them up to help u stand higher and shine brighter!
Although u told me all these before but i stil cant 打汗... again all of us looked fine when we see each other.. but to know that we are all keeping things to ourselves, it broke my heart... I cant bear to see all of u like this.. i want to help.. my words to u.. remember when i said ur all going to be great tools for God? That is true and u know it.. From today on u will find and develop the courage and the confidence to help tell others about God.. U will be on fire and u will be so restless u just want to shout out all the great things u have gone thru.. n i will help u find all these confidence and courage.. as i said, things will change... even u urself will continue to change, ur family wil change, ur frens will change... One day ur family will see and realise all ur thoughts and efforts... u will have the opportunity to speak to them.. God says when one is saved, the whole house is saved... God has approve it.. u are the one to decide... I pray that u will have the strength to stand and witness to ur family and frens.. Dun worry... U have us... when ur down n weary.. remember me.. remember blur bug.. remember alys bug.. remember xavier.. remember meng earn.. remember jing ni... and u remember God... U will go to sleep happily and u will wake up happily.. today ur family needs u... u are doing very good d... keep going.. dun stop! remember, together the rest of us will help u... u are not doing this alone... Dun take up all the blame and all the pain.. Those are to help u grow...not to drag u down.. if u manage to take them up, then God has given u the strength to put them down and stacked them up to help u stand higher and shine brighter!
27/11/2011 - Mike, Meng Earn, Samuel, Yihang, Jazz, Jing Ni and Audrey and all others are tied to a promise...
"If you are willing, all of us will wait for you and we will walk together down this path..." thats our promise... We promise to always be there for each other be it rain or shine... Thank You Jesus!
"If you are willing, all of us will wait for you and we will walk together down this path..." thats our promise... We promise to always be there for each other be it rain or shine... Thank You Jesus!
Mike Soh!!! You don't know how to spell my name??? My name is Audrey not Aurdrey! This is what happens when you call me Alys all the time =.="
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ReplyDeleteOmg I feel so bad for not being there....=( everyone has a story of equally touching...all because u guys has put all your faith on Him and now, see how He had changed all ur lives..I really had a long time reflecting myself after reading this post..and thanx Mike for posting this so that at least I can get a glimpse of what had happened ystd..hope will be able to catch up with u guys one day...=)
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