SETTLED!

At last im done with UNI PREP!

Here are the stuffs i did!

1. Medical check up! RM150~~~ >.< So expensive~~~~ lol.. at least cheaper than private! :P

 Haha! Future doc~ :P Cant help it! :P

2. Opened Bank Islam account! Paid insurans! Bought pin for PTPTN! Opened SSPN account!

3. Got myself a diamond screen protector and a cool CAZE bumper :D I will oso include calvern's iPhone inside.. His is all blue! NICE!

And down there is Calvern's ^^

Uni Uni Uni~~~

Sorry so long din update my blog d! >.< whenever i wanted to blog, halfway thru will have things disturbing me.. then when im done wit it i went bac in front of my lappy and i stare at the screen............................... I FORGOT WAT I WANTED TO BLOG!!!! >.<''''

Anyway, before i forgot wat i wanna blog... lol stuffs that got stacked up all this while.. how m i gonna post them up one by one? should i just cram them all in one post? :P hehehehe.. u'll find out later~ :P

So recently... just recently... I GOT MY UPU RESULT!!!!! hahahahahaha~!!!
LOL.. so this result is far more important then matrics result~ using maths equation: muet result

One of the happiest moment: I get to study medicine in UM! :D

And i just witnessed the whole KMS shifted to UM... most of my frens got to enter UM.. more than 10% of the chinese from my college got medicine~! plus other courses.... hahahahahhaha... dominating~ meaning im gonna meet all of them for at least another 3-4 years.. medicine ppl will have 5 years wit me :P

Somehow most of my CF frens got to UM.. and got the courses that they asked for... People are saying, "KMS ppl are real lucky.. they got all their 1st 2nd 3rd choice.. other colleges got their last, 2nd last, 3rd last choice.."
Yeah.. its somehow true and weird.. deep inside my heart, im just grateful and really thank God that I got wat i want.. the fact that i din apply for KMS in the 1st place and i got KMS is already simply astounding... 1st choice KMM, 2nd KMPP, 3rd KMNS... since then im always sure of one thing:


If it is God's will and plan, i'll definitely get it...

*Turning back time to my PSPM 1*

I was doing well in PSPM 1.. for matrics students, we all know how important this exam is tho its like only 5 months since we enter college.. the results from PSPM1 will be added to PSPM2 and then divided by 2 to determine our final result in matriculation.. so if we failed to get 4.0 in PSPM1 so we can say byebye to the real 4.0 result.. so most of the chinese got 4.0...and im one of them :) Thank God!


*PSPM 2*


Assuming everythin will be fine if i just stay like this, i continued my remaining 5 months of matrics... but things didn't reli turn out right... i was having pre-PSPM2.. ohya, the previous pre-PSPM1 i got 3As and 1A-.. So i was thinking pre-PSPM2 should be okay.. and FYI pre-PSPM2 carried 10% of my PSPM2... means if u score well in pre-PSPM2 the marks can help u to get an A easier in PSPM2... 

But...... okay... im gonna tell u a secret now... well a soon-to-be-exposed secret it is...

I got D+ for my chemistry in pre-PSPM2...

Yes... i've not been tellin anyone about this.. no one knew.. not even my parents.. not even my classmates... not even my best frens~ :P 

When i saw my result i was like, "WHAT?!?!?!?!?" in my heart... i've never got a D+ for anything in my whole school life!!! And pre-PSPM2 result is supposed to help me score in PSPM2!!

I was like *OHNO OHNO OHNO*!!!! i need to work harder! I need to study harder!!! i need more exercises!!

Back to my room i was all down and moody...

I dun even know how to tel my roommates when they asked... when my frens asked... even worse, my chemistry lecturer asked me!!!

So all the while i was like, "Yeah.. okay la.. its just pre-PSPM" but my heart was like hollow~~~

However it wasn't dat bad.. maybe the way i wrote it made it looked worse..

Anyway it wasn't long before i turned to my shepherd... my God...

I din asked why.. i din asked for anything...

The only thing i remember myself saying was, "If God wants me to get 4.0 in PSPM2, i will definitely get it.. that's certain!"

So i just commit my future into God's hand, knowing dat He has a great plan for me already.. and a great testimony too :) dats all i did... i din study harder, i din do more exercises... i just study exactly like how i studied in PSPM1..

And indeed... i got 4.0 for PSPM2... so all the glory be to God!

See how God has a great plan for me? even when things turn out wrong, to God its nothing... His plan is still going out perfectly..

To my fellow friends hu din get 4.0 or the course or uni they wanted, dun be sad.. dun be worried.. dun be down... cos u can count on my shepherd, my God! Just as He has a great plan for me, He has one for u too! And i want to introduce u to one of His names in Hebrews...remember this well.. cos u can just call upon His name whenever u want.. He'll be there :)

His name is El Shaddai! Meaning God Almighty! And nothing is too hard for Him!

Im gonna end wit this Bible verse from Ecclesiastes...

"And I know that whatever God does is final. Nothing can be added to it or taken from it..." Ecclesiastes 3:14

❤, how true it is?

Talking bout love, the very first thing most of us will ask is "真的吗?" (translate: Really?)
A kinda question that makes u speechless to answer and at the same time a good question... However most of us will end up answering "Dunno, ask him/her la!"

Love is supposed to be pure... 100%.. erm... like a fresh juice! ;-) No preservative, no extra sugar, no extra this no extra that..

Really? How true can this be? When there are like so many types of love in this world? Parents, friends, couples, siblings, strangers... we even have puppy love! :P Is there truly a love that is pure?

The answer is.... yes, there is.. despite the increasing rate of ppl cursing each other.. break ups.. quarrels.. vengeance... hatred... there is still one love that remains unchanged.. wait wait.. why is all these bad stuffs happening when there is pure love? the answer, simple.. because pure love has yet to be experienced and discovered...fully!

but how?

1. Let me tell u a story.. daddy says he will give u a new laptop if u score straight A+... BUT if u miss one A+ and get an A instead, ur laptop becomes an external hard disk... :P
Another one, u have all kinds of friends in ur class... the good looking ones, u make them ur best buddies.. the not as good ones, u isolated them...
This is conditional love.. pure love is UNCONDITIONAL!!! U dun love someone bcos of what they have or what they do.. get it? :)

2. I love you.. I love you so much im scared to offend you because we share different opinions.. im scared to correct you when needed.. And since when love gives birth to fear? Love requires actions! If u love and talk n talk n talk only.. its only SURFACE love... If u love someone, u will want to give the best to them... Jesus once said, "If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even sinners love those who love them"(Luke 6:32) What He is trying to point out is that love, in various kinds and degrees, are not always rightly founded... If u love someone... do the right thing!

3. 1Cor 13:13 Three things will last forever--faith, hope and love--and the greatest of these is love
Now these three things comes together... thats y God makes them last forever... Why is love the greatest? because if you truly love someone, you have faith in them.. and if you believe in your love, you have hope!

The Bible tells us...

Love is the unconditional love when God sent His Son to die for our sins (John 3:16)... Faith is the total believe, trust and confidence in God which comes through hearing the Word of God and without it, it is impossible to please God (Hebrews 11:1, Rom 10:17, Hebrews 11:6).. Hope is the attaining of eternal life through Jesus and His victory over death through His resurrection (1Pet 1:3)..

Do you understand now?

Pure love comes from God.. God Himself is love! (1John 4:8) That is why it is written "We love because He first loved us"! (1John 4:19)

Just as God has loved you, use this very love to love others...

1Cor 13:4-8

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails.

This is pure love!