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Not tired, so tot of writing down my testimony...

My spm result: 7A+ 3A

Well all credits are to be given to God.. Im very sure i will never get str8 As by myself... it is 100% God... with the ups and downs in my last two years, i reli learned and grew by leaps and bounds and skips and hops... making me much more mature spiritually... considering i only went for accounts tuition, its reli sumtin to get str8 As in SPM.. 7A+... the number 7 reminds me of God...n i will always remember it is God who has given me this result... without Him i am nothing... therefore i wan to give Him all the glory! as for the number 3, i can only remember the day when God saved me 3 times in a row.. the story goes: i was starting my way downhill from the peak of Gunung Datuk... if u'd been there, its reli steep... n i was doing it alone... well i went up wit frens but then i need to go earlier... as a result i had to go down alone.. while on my way i juz made a silent prayer "Lord, just let me reach the bottom of the hill safely....."

a) i was just gonna start running down when an unknown man told me i was heading the wrong way...

i was like WHAT?!?!?!? impossible! i came from this way!

but when i looked at the way he showed me and compared it with the one i claimed to be the right one, they almost looked the same...

then i came to know that i was wrong... n.... many ppl (even ppl that always come here) got fooled and ended up lost and was only found when the rescue team was sent... scary...

b) i went the right way this time... feeling all great n gaining speed... well its steep n if i run down i can reach there in less than one hour... then i noticed a sharp turn just few more steps away...

i braked and came to a stop right at the edge of the cliff...

the ground was sandy n i got no idea how i managed to stop.. n if my reaction time is slower by just a second, i might be on my way down the cliff...

c) almost to the bottom... the way was not so steep anymore... i ran n ran until i found 3 ppl in front of me... they were on their way up... 2 men and one woman... one of the man called up from a distance approximately 5 metres and asked me to stop... then the woman told me to step out of the way n use another route down... wat now?????? i need to go down now! but then i followed wat she said and later on found out that there was a snake near the previous route i used... its a green one (dunno poisonous or not)...

anyway, a bite from an unknown snake while u still have a fair amount of way down the hill might be fatal...

And so this is how God saved me 3 times... He heard my prayer and sent down His angels to look over me... This is not bout how lucky i am... its about God my Redeemer...

One.Big.Faith

I once read a story. Its about a guy that suffered from a mental disorder. He was 30+ but reasoned and talked like a 7-year-old kid. Pity huh? Here goes...

His name is Kevin and I like him. He is one guy who thinks that God lives under his bed and aeroplanes can fly because angels are carrying them. He believes that everyone is good, promises must be kept and if you're wrong, u apologise and not get angry.

His life? He gets up early in the morning, takes a bus to a workshop for the disabled, walks his dog, dinner, make a prayer ("God, are you there? Where are you? Ahh.. I see... Under my bed............."), sleeps....

EVERYDAY................................yes........

Kevin's brother: U might think that Kevin lives a monotonous life. boring life. BUT for Kevin, he is never dissatisfied. In fact he doesn't even know or care bout it. His life is simple. When he comes to God, he comes as a child. He seems to know God and have a relationship that is hard for 'educated' people to grasp. For him, God is his closest companion.

Remember wat God says bout having a childlike faith in Mark?

Mark 10:15 "I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."

U know when in times of troubles, do u get all messed up and frustrated and down down and down?

or...

are u like kevin? free from the entanglement of pride, wealth, power... not being worried at all... well u say "nah... Kevin is like a big baby! thats y he can b like dat!"

YES! thats it! unless u receive the kingdom of God like a big baby, u can never enter it! Did u ever talk to God? Telling Him all ur cares and woes? Instead of keeping everything to urself n just tell God part of it? Feeling like God can never help u fix everything?

Matthew 8:26 He replied, “You of little faith, why are you so afraid?” Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm.

O you of little faith! Jesus calmed the winds and waves! Do you think ur problems will be too difficult for Him?

Matthew 17:20 He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."

Trust in Him! Have faith! God will never fail u. He loves you and has a great plan for your life! Believe in Him n be overwhelmed by the wonderful things God has in store for you! N then u'll be on ur way to the new heaven and new earth... So get going and c u in the next post!

What makes u different?

Up ahead is what you claimed,

In command, in lead and also the head,

Yet broken are the hearts of your comrades,

For their leader is nothing but a shame!

I happened to see you and your friends,

Rising up courts and being judges,

Not to mention you spitting curses and names,

Didn't she already repent?

There is no perfect human,

Thus know that you are not any better!

So tell me...

Just what makes you different from them?

ReCEntLy

Wow! new blog skin! xD still halfway.. then tot of publishing a new post... hehe.. so free after spm yet so few new posts... TT got to make up for the 'lost' posts...

Get going...

Fb...

Everyday, YES.. EVERYDAY... in Fb 6/10 of the posts are negative ones... not to mention the comments..

Newspaper, radio...

from suicides to murders to robberies to abuses and the list goes on...

Terrible enough... Ppl are getting crazier n out of their minds lately... of cos not all la.. bt dun think that u definitely wont be one of them.. juz how unhappy can u b? how crazy can u get? well its oso more of how strong are u inside... nervous breakdown eh? haha..

ok...like dis...

Things go wrong-try to sort it out-become worse-asked for help-nah..not reli going well wit the helps-hope for miracles-but......TOTAL FAILURE-LOST EVERYTHING-hopeless?-no where to hide?-DESPERATE?-OUT OF YOUR MIND? see... there u go.. well most of them ended up wit doing the wrong things like those mentioned up there or.....yeah, suicide...

How down are u 2day? how unhappy are u 2day? how worried are u 2day? how bad is ur day 2day? Are u as bad as them? are u somewhere between the '-' signs?

STOP! TURN BACK!

"no i cant" "its too late" "nobody wants me anymore" "y m i stil living?"

These negative things aren't gonna do u any good.. Well maybe im not able to help u... but I know my God can... He wil give u strength.. He wil give u hope.. He wil be ur strength and hope... All u need to do is seek Him n lay down ur burden and weariness... few bible verses for u...

Psalm 34:4

I sought the LORD, and he answered me;

he delivered me from all my fears.

Psalm 55:22

Cast your cares on the LORD
and he will sustain you;
he will never let
the righteous be shaken.

Matthew 11:28-30

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

Psalm 42:5-6

Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.