Nothing will be more bitter than looking at the two of you leaving us...

Early in the morning, i woke up juz to realise it was 27 d... haiz... y did time ever pass so fast?!!?!??! Weeks b4 dat, i still tot dat 27 will b a long way to go... haiz... mayb i did be too childish... yesterday i did slept as late as possible.... cos wat?? cos only by staying awake ( according to my theory XD ), time will pass the slowest.... with dat, 27th of dec wont come so fast... but it did came w/o me realising it... too silly for a guy enterin 15 years old eh??? haiz........................

27th of Dec, the day dear Emm will be going to US.....leaving us all.... T-T.......

Time races pass me, 9 o'clock, 10, 11, 12, 1, 2, 3, 4..............n at last.... it reaches 5....it was time to send uncle manny to the airport....all of the youth's ( Ps Philip, Sarah, Wan Yuen, Juliana, Hannah, Xiao Chuen, Xue Fen, Li Min, Linda, my sis, Leti, Li Wen, Christ and me ) on the van by now... journeying our way to KLIA.... n on the van v went....inside...v joke around.... laughin like mad....it was as though v were going for an enjoyable trip....nobody did said anything bout uncle manny going to US... then it was all d way till v reached KLIA.... parked the van...walk our way to the lift... up v went... playing d escalator thing ^@^.... n finally saw Emm.. standing there wit all his family members except joel though... n wit his gf, carol as well....then v have a little tour round KLIA.... n it was then time to send manny to the plane... T.T..... Emm did give each of us a hug... i hug him, pat his back a few times n whisper to him, "take care".... n it was a very sad moment by then....

EVERYONE DID CRIED....ALL OF US.....

Then it was time for him to board on the plane.... V all made a silent prayer for him...n off he went.... down the escalator.... walk across the wide spacious floor....n till the end he went... then it was the last of him i did see.... tears flooded my eyes...for it was yet another 3 years plus to go b4 i did see his cute snowy white face again... his smile.... his drum beat.... i did miss everything of him....

Few days later... it was ps philip's turn to leave us... i dun wanna talk bout dis... cos its exactly the same as emm's... T-T....i juz cant continue writing dis post.... i did tot dat it will be easy to finish dis post... but out of my expectation, i only manage to finish dis after one month emm left... all dis was too much for me...

Uncle Manny.... Ps Philip... Take care.....

A sweet remembrance...

2 days 1 night at Genting Highlands came and ends as fast as it came...it was juz like blinkin ur eyes...too fast to imagine...time passed reli fast...d 40 students n 4 teachers trip, came at last.........

D night b4 d trip.........

As usual, i cant slip when im so excited like dis...wuahaha!!! in a few more hours, i'll b in d skul compound, well-packed, n ready to get on d bus....wit all my best frens..CK, WH, JC, ZY, AN, PL, SO, ZC, SK, CL....wait!! did i miss somebody?? i do miss somebody!!! haha!!! how can i 4gt?? eventhough its not my best fren...u wanna noe d name?? its HG....haha!! noe who is HG?? haha!! dats rite!!! nice guess!!! my best frens should noe...n u'll noe too if u guess good enough...but if u got d answer, dun tel anybody...let them guess their own...haha!!! HG...not my best fren....never was my best fren.....

D 1st day of d trip arrived at last...It was not dat easy to slip yesterday, when d trip keep visitin my mind every now n then...i wake up...clean up myself....get dressed...snatch up my spectacles....n ran downstairs to hav my breakfast...2day, i seems to b in a very good mood...everything was goin on as i wish them to b...reachin at skul, greet CK n some who was already there....then slowly, 1 by 1, d participants arrived..then teachers...n at last, v got on d bus....slippin on d bus wasnever an idea for d participants...they juz got merrier n merrier in d bus...cheerin...booing...laughin loudly...chattin excitedly....d journey went on smoothly...v picked up pn alnon at seremban then continue our journey to Beryl's Chocolate Factory...when v reach there, v were greeted by a very sweet chocolate smell...v were tour around factory...learnin d ways to do chocolate ( Pn Alnon was the most interested in it, she's a great chocolate-lover!!! )..after dat, v were brought to d chocolate shop to buy some of them...i bought 4 boxes...white chocolates...black chocolates....peppermints...few minutes later, v were on d bus again headin 2wards genting...had our lunch...headed to skyway, a long way up to genting.....when v reach there, v head to Ria apartment, where v'll b slippin dat nite...after lookin here n there ( a couple of times v seem to folo d wrong route then turn back.... ), and at last...v finally reach there....Ria apartment....after checkin in n complainin bout d rooms n all sorts of things, v proceed to theme park....al my best frens were comin in a group wit me...CK, WH, JC, ZY, AN, PL, SO, ZC, SK, CL..... n HG as well....haha!!! all those who went 4 d trip should have noe who is HG by now....m i rite??? 1st, v play d swing ( after comin down from d swing, i saw shiva's face...haha!! His face was as white as a sheet!!!! ) , then corkscrew ( CK was shoutin like a great soprano!!! ) , then flume ride ( stuckin on d way up almost scared all of us to death!!! ) , then pirate ship ( Did u saw AN's face?!?!?!? )....n then v were given RM 10 n go for our own dinner..carryin our hungry stomachs all d way up to first world food court....after eatin, v continue playing d indoor games....euro express...flyin dragon...bumper car.....4D theater....ferris wheel....it was so much fun!!! then v head back to our apartment...boys to boy's apartment...girls to girl's apartment....after bathing, i boil d water for d boys to eat maggi....then v had a little chat....n finally at round 2 sumtin almost 3, 1 by 1, they go to slip...leavin me fast awake...is it bcos im too excited again??? mayb.... and finally at round 3 sumtin, i fall aslip....without a jacket, without a blanket, without a bed, only d cold leather of d sofa, it was a miracle i dun feel any cold....miracle....but i cant slip long...dunno y...after around 1 hour which is bout 4 sumtin, i got up n was surprised to c AN already awake..i had a brief chat wit him then he slip back again....but a while only dat i realise, WH was lyin on d 2-sitter sofa....tremblin wit cold....since i dun need my jacket, i threw it round WH to keep him warm....i head into d kitchen, to boil d water...cos i noe they might need it after dis....at round 5, i call adrian to wake up....then choo woke up...folo by shiva n d malay boys....then ZY....CK n JC was fast asleep...WH used d boiled water to make a coffee.....then i went to bath....well, then CK n JC woke up...n at last, v were headin for our breakfast at 7...wit d other boys.....after breakfast, v went to ripley's believe it or not museum n it was'nt open yet...so v decided to go for snow world 1st....at 1st, everything's not dat cold....but when d others threw d cold ice at me, i feel my body burning....not freezing.....n at last, i end up havin a great cold...even when im outside d snow world d...haha...all thx to KA who give me a sip of the hot coffee he bought....then v continue to ripley's...seeing a number of strange things, animals n even Coffins!!! after lunch, v went back to Ria apartment n went for a game of bowlin...at my 1st throw, i sprained my thumb...haha!!! My thumb's kind of a little too big for d hole of d bowlin ball...so my thumb got stuck a little n sprained....haiz...n d rest of my game was as badly as d 1st...not darin to throw hard ( though once or twice i tried to throw with full power...but it still hurts...) haha....after d game, v went all d way down to genting skyway station..then v board our bus n head to Mines...on d way, v sing some of Jay Chou's song....me, JC n CK seems to have gone crazy singin it...haha....enjoy ma....haha....when v reach Mines, v had our dinner, then head for shoppin...i didnt buy anythin....in fact, i have nothin to buy...after d shop..v got bac on our bus n journey back to Tampin....n once again, on d way, v sing Jay Chou's song...haha....time passed by, n at last, v reach d end of d trip....where v bid gd bye n gd nite to d others....i had so much fun n was so tired at d same time....i reach home...threw my bag aside...bath...n flung myself onto d bed....

then i drift off into a deep sleep...markin d end of another unforgetable day....a sweet remembrance...very sweet indeed..

Haiz...

And yet, each day dat passed by seems to be a knife piercin thru my heart...nowadays, scoldin, caning...seems to have bcom parts of my day...n it oso seems dat i hav bcom more resistant to it...alah bisa tegal biasa...xi guan jiu hao.....1st time in my life, such thing happen to me...haiz....where's justice??? teachers seems to b more unreasonable....they seems to do things without needing to understand better...Arif....Intelek...after all, i seems to learn dat it was only d best class in front of d outsiders...not in tbss...not in d teachers eyes...where we were said to b cocky, proud, irresponsible, irrespect n all sorts of negative attitudes...if i list all of them down, mayb it'll make up around hundreds of words...a great essay indeed..well, soon i juz got to noe i cant do anythin but juz sit quietly in a corner....n let all d bad things b thrown at me...only one word...patient....juz hope they dun get any further...if one day i cant hold it any longer, then, anyone who steps in front of me'll greatly regret........and i reli mean REGRET!!!!!

KPP....

Dunno wats KPP??? wel, it stands for Kem Kepimpinan Perdana....3 days 2 nights at Taman Botani Ayer Keroh...a few kilometers from my uncle's house....it was quite an enjoyable camp....with lots of activities....so im here 2 share some with u....wel...lets get started...

19th July

It was a great bright n wonderful Thursday....d mornin was chilly...at round 7..i reached skul....i thought i was d 1st to arrive....but Wen How was d earliest....cos his bro is goin for mr goh's trip ( which is earlier )....at round 7.30, buses n a police truck arrive.... participants arrives.....then teachers... 1 by 1 my fren came... jason.... calvin...farid...then v were given a brief lecture by our Camp Commandant, Cikgu Arif... soon, v were in d bus...im in d same bus with calvin....V depart....lets skip till v reach there....participants got off their buses...put their bags into d police truck...it'll send our bag to d camp site...our bag got a ride but not us....haha....food and drinks were prepared by our teachers...dis is d first time i camp without needin to cook...so gd..haha....then v set up our camp.... i'll b slippin with calvin, choo, jason and farid...5 people in 1 tent...haha....our 1st activity was ice-breakin....a quite enjoyable 1 for us to understand each other...v were asked to form many groups.....for example, form a group with participants dat has d same month of birth as u...then v were to choose who is our Penghulu and Penghuluwati...although not much chinese enter d camp...but Kang Lian was chosen as Penghulu and my sister was chosen as Penhuluwati.....hurray 4 d chinese!!! lets skip to d night....activity 'burung hantu'...1 of the activity i was waitin 4...at 12...v were lead into d dark...there r many roads in d botanical park....i think im place somewhere along d last road....only d dark blue sky can b seen...everythin around was a total darkness...as black as a shadow....a sound of siren was heard and d activity started....our trainer, Mr Chan says if u look carefully, u might c some colourful fungi glowin in d dark....but all i can c is a total darkness....haha.....then i started feelin sleepy....n borin....1 hour later, another sound of siren was heard markin d end of the activity....i wait for d facilitators to come n fetch me...but.....nobody came to fetch me...they muz hav 4got bout participants along my road.....n only half an hour later v were brought back...a brief talkin from Mr Chan congratulatin us....it was round 2.....then each of us head back to our camp to slip...i bath ( d water was as cold as ice!!! ) and get into d tent...2moro v stil need to wake up at 5...but dunno y i cant slip...mayb im over-excited....haha...my tent was jus beside kang lian's tent....cant slip....i listen to their conversation...n only round 4 i fell aslip...

20th July

2day feel so sleepy....i slept only 1 hour...after some exercise by En Zhaffar n breakfast....our 1st activity for 2day, problem solving....my team manage to finish 6 of 7 questions....our next activity was titian silara or canopy walkway....v experienced a walk at d canopy of taman botani...although it was not as high n as long as d one in Taman Negara Pahang, i still enjoy it....then at 2.30....1 more activity i was waitin 4.....merempuh halangan....teamwork is reli important....our team manage to complete all of the obstacles...monkey swing....climbing up a wall 2 times higher than me....spider web...balancin bridge....n many others...than its time for us to get wet...crawlin in d mud...from my head til my toe's muddy...then, mr chan ask us to wipe our face wit mud....yuck!!! then v muz cross sumtin like a lake...or a pool of water...actually v muz hold a rope n cross..but dunno y i ended up swimming across...haha...at night, its time for our presentation....my group's theme was patriotic songs...calvin's was malay cultural dance....choo's was indian cultural dance....

21st July

As usual...early in d mornin v have exercise n then breakfast....then v have meetin simulation....v have to act a meetin accordin to its procedure...then it was d closin ceremony...prizes was given away to the winning group....my group got 3 prizes...then v distribute it...at round 2.30, v clean up our campin site 2gether....then at 3, v head back to our skul...reachin there at round 4....back to home, get ready to go to church for Youth meetin at 5...play some games there...back home...it was already 7 sumtin....then have my dinner...then revision....exam's jus next week...at 9 sumtin, i feel reli tired....so i slip to mark d end of an enjoyable day....gd nite...

The Usual Mondays....

As i open my eyes dis morning...Oh my god!!!!! Its so late d...makin me rushin here n there...like d worlds at its end...so scared late to skul....though i know wats awaitin me in front was a super duper dull day...haiz...another Monday....assembly....borin subjects....haiz....wat a day... time reli pass by fast...exam's round the corner....PMR's juz next year..everything's like racin against each other....to d finishin line....n in a split sec..everythin'll finish....over...Reachin at skul...ran up the stairs...throw my beg onto my chair...fled down to d assembly site...prayin dat it'll end as fast as it came...n it reli end a bit earlier....haha!!! After helpin Mr. Md Noor to fix d LED screen, i rush upstair for my bm subject...wonderin y my class is so high up?!?!?!?! THE HIGHEST FLOOR IN THE WHOLE SKUL!!!!2 my delight...d teacher didnt enter my class yet..not im fast...but she's late...the followin subjects go on n on...SJ....recess.....2 IB periods....then...GG.... i didnt like GG much...d teacher didnt pay much attention to d chineses...makin me dun hav d mood to learn...but i've always try to concentrate...haiz...at last i end up readin at home...haha!! n juz 2day...my GG teacher told my class teacher, dat 'my group' ( me, calvin, jason blah blah blah....) in class didnt pay attention durin her subject...she say v didnt respect her...resultin me to get a scoldin from Pn Alnon...not i didnt pay attention...is she who didnt pay attention to me..n by the way..i respect her a lot more than other teachers...her GG is reli gd...wit her general knowledge....but...haiz...4get it la.....n so d rest of the day pass by juz like dat....watchin d clock ticks...waitin 4 d hour hand 2 reaches 12....markin d end of 16th July 2007...time to slip....time to dream.....im reli tired now...TOO TIRED...n a nice comfortable slip is juz the thing i need.....Gd nite everybody....n another 24 hours are awaitin me.....another day.....hope it'll b better....n much more happier....